please

don't mess up my ....I just entreats your mercy.

Uri mwiza Yesu!

Neno la Kristo na likae kwa wingi ndani yenu katika hekima yote.” (Wakolosai 3:16)
word of christ and(with) day inside your center

kupenda sisi kwa sisi.(1Yohana 3:23)
We love each other!

井戸

井戸を掘ると水が出てくる。

井戸を掘ると問題もでてくる。

世界規模で、いろんなNGOやボランティアグループが発展途上国に井戸を掘っている。日本からもたくさんの学生が、様々な場所で井戸を掘りまくっている。水でた！やったー！と言って、バイバイ、帰国。

でもね、その掘った井戸から水と一緒にね、ヒ素や土壌の流出、いろんな問題が湧いて出ているんだよ。なんか、薬みたいだね。薬には、かならず副作用がある。そりゃそうだよね。そうでなきゃ薬が効いていないってことだもん。開発も同じかもね。開発するけど、なにかしらの副作用が出てくる。

開発って難しい。

でもすごくおもしろそう。

CanDoのケニアHIV/AIDSの講習会とってもおもしろかった。一年生の時のあのワクワクを思い出した。講習会後の、永岡さんをはじめとするツワモノの達とのお食事会が更に最高。アフリカlovers最高。

あーやっぱり、私もやれるとこまで、やってみよ。

Nina taka kuenda kenya.

Mother Teressa

We read a book of "The Joy in Loving: A Guide to Daily Living "every Monday and Friday at lunch time. It was written by Mother Teressa.

６月２２日の言葉は、
「つつましい仕事をしなさい。
神様はすべて偉大なものとしてみておられる。
偉大なことをする人は多いが、
つつましい仕事ができる人は少ない。」
（↑かなり短縮しちゃった。）

まさに“看護”ってコレだ！と思わせるような言葉だった。
授業で看護計画とか立てるけど、なかなかうまくいかない。
目の前の患者のためにできること・・・
それが、いっつも病気を治す。って所に目がいってしまう。
一生懸命考えたつもりでも、先生に一発で撃沈。笑
でも、そうだよね。だって、それドクターの仕事。

看護って何なのかな？
答えはまだでないけど、“つつましい仕事”を
愛をもって忠実に行う、Nsになりたい。
いや、そうやって生きたいな。
とりあえず、小さな遅刻をなくそう。笑

とりあえず、この本を日本語版英語版両方欲しいー。

Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much.-Luke 16:10-

ごく小さな事に忠実な者は、大きな事にも忠実である。ごく小さな事に不忠実なものは、大きな事にも不忠実である。-ルカ16:10-

Love your body

Today I had the first time meeting with my professor and frinda who she is from Tanzania.

I help to make picture story show for thier study.I had helped another story last year. It was cho hard to draw and paint them, couz it took long time.HA! but now they are presious experiences to me. and I'm highly honored to do them again! I REALLY hope that it can be a help to protect adolescent's life.

btw,I was looking foward to today's meeting and could talk w/frida. she spoke swahili!! It makes me feel so good:) I asked her to teach me swahili gospel song! and she said yes! YES!! Her husband is a pastor in Tanzania. isn't he cool?

Asante sana Yesu for giving me new rafiki.

It's gonna be kira kitu sawa!!

Kwa Maana jinsi hii Mungu aliupenda ulimwengu, hata akamtoa Mwanawe pekee, ili kila mta amwaminiye asipotee, bali awe na asipotee, bali awe na uzima wa miee. -Yohana 3:36-

(last year)

the man to be alone.

人が、ひとりでいるのは良くない。
わたしは彼のために、彼にふさわしい助け手を造ろう。-創世記2:18-

The LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him." -Genesis 2:18-

はぁ、また自分が触れられるのが嫌なところというか、思い始めてた事を、読まれてしまったね。最近、自分の信仰がなさすぎて、それがすごく恥ずかしいのと辛いのとで、クリスチャンの家族の集まる場を避けているんだよね。一人になって、もっと自分に向き合えば、なんとかなるって思って。でも、いくら一人になっても、うまくいかなくて。やっぱり、一人になって、神様との関係を取り戻すってことを、神様は望んでないってことを彼ははっきり言ってたんだね。
"God is love"神様は愛のあるところにおられる、愛は相手がいて初めて生まれるもの。一人でいくらもがいても、相手がいないところには愛はない。
昔からなんでも時が解決してくれるって思ってたけど　、それは本当の解決じゃないんだよね。
愛で解決できますように。　gn!

Give me...

High five:)

What the heck!!

あー、大変だ。my life is crazy a couple month.
色々な関係が崩れかけている。。I know they are all my fault.
感情が支配してる。
大好きな友達に酷い態度をとっている。
目も合わせることができない。
すべてわかってるのに、
何で素直になれないんだろう。
my life is messed up...
I know I cannot get it back together by myself anymore.
Now is the time to trust him.you know?
なんで言葉でわかっているのに、できないんだろう。
大胆に一歩が踏み出せない。
神様がその一歩を出させてくれるのかな？
それとも、その一歩を私が出すの見てるのかな？
awwww...........
I lose sight of my important things.
I need your help.
I need your honor.
I need your joy.
I need your love.

dear heavnly father
please draw me close to you.....

I've got peace like a river in my soul.

My pastor sang this song for kids.

I've got peace like a river. I've got peace like a river.

I've got peace like a river in my soul.
I've got love like a ocean. I've got love like a ocean.

I've got love like a ocean in my soul.

I've got joy like a fountain. I've got joy like a fountain.

I've got joy like a fountain in my soul.

I'd love to sing w/kids for him.

This is what the LORD says—

your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel:

"I am the LORD your God,

who teaches you what is best for you,

who directs you in the way you should go.
If only you had paid attention to my commands,

your peace would have been like a river,

your righteousness like the waves of the sea. -Isaiah 48:17-18-

Panpkin Cheese Cake. no bananas!

Today I made a panpkin cheese cake for FREE family whoes b-day on June! Happy BiRthday to YA!HA! (This is my favorite cake to make and eat.)

(BUT b-day party was psotponed to next week an hour ago! HA! )

relaxing time at the end of a day.

I stared having my relaxing time at the end of a day from last month.
I try to get the day's work done until midnight.(HOPE IT!!!) Then..Time to relax! turn off the light, mobile phone and my laptop.
light a candle.(a bif of plumeria incentse)
sit my favorite chair.
make empty my mind.
Take it slow.
It reduce eyes and mind strain. And it gave me good night's sleeping.
(I need to clean up my jungle. it will have more relaxing effect! haha)

gn. sleep tight:)

"Candle-night" will come soon.(2009.June.21st-July.7th)
http://www.candle-night.org/jp/
Turn off your lights for two hours from 8 to 10 p.m. on the evening of June 21, 2009.
Do something special . . .
Read a book with your child by candlelight. Enjoy a quiet dinner with a special person.This night can mean many things for many people.A time to save energy, to think about peace, to think about people in distant lands who share our planet. Pulling the plug opens the window to a new world.Awakens us to human freedom and diversity. It is a process of discovery about our potential.However you spend them, for just two hours, join us.Turning off the lights, and help us spreada gentle wave of candlelight around the earth.

Let the little child come to me

Today's msg was "Jesus loves and cares for all the children in the world!"
We made a banner of children.(pic↓) I gave paper with human shape written on it and a small piece of paper with "Jesus loves us" written on it to each kids. Kids cut, drew and painted the paper.

I started to help Kids ministry at my church more than half yrs ago.

And my role is a paper-crafting teacher. I really love it!!

Sometimes It is hard for me to preparing to ministry, couz I cannnot think of good crafting idea at all. (also today!) Even if I have no craft idea until saturday night, he gave me the greatest idea in sunday morning. isn't he good?! I often wonder how kids will react my paper-craft idea...and It makes me feel "i don't want to go to ministry today!". Yet, Kids are enjoying it everytimes. And I was encouraged by their sweet smile:)
I thank God for using me in this ministry. and pliz use me more to tell your love to them.

Jesus said"Let the little children come to me." -Matt 19:14-

We're already living together.

将来結婚する人、 明日会うかもしれない人、
一年後、 十年後、 五十年後出会うかもしれない人、、、、、
いや、 私たちは、もうすでに
一緒に生きているんだ。

「隣人を自分のように愛しなさい」-Mark 12:31-

People who I will marry in the future
People who I will see 2mrw
People who I will meet a year later...
ten years later...
fifty years later...
no!
We're already living together.

"You shall love your neighbor as yourself" -Mark 12:31-